February 2010
i just don't know anymore.
i don’t know what people want from me. i don’t know how to please my parents. i don’t know when to stop, and leave things alone. i don’t know what happened. i don’t know the last time i had a true friend. i don’t know where this road is taking me. i don’t know who i am. i don’t know what i want to do with my life. i don’t know how to make...
January 2010
parents
i have been doing the same thing for over 7 years in school. you can not come in trying to be “good” parents in my last semester of senior year. i have been set in my ways for way to long to change. its not going to happen, i’m sorry? so just leave me alone and get out of my life, i am 18 and can do whatever i want. or at least i think i can. i have already had a really shitty...
Dumb People
when someone cheats on you with an ex, would you take them back? i wouldn’t, there in no chance in hell i would. but then again there are some DUMB people at my school. and they believe the person who cheated on them that it didn’t happen, even when that person admits to it. and they are shown evidence of the cheating. how dumb can you be to do that, yeah you “love” the...
mellowing my mood →
Fucking Car Accidents!
goddamn it. i got into ANOTHER fucking car accident after school today. i was driving in the parking lot across from super H mart, where the back of america is. and that is where i was go so vickie could get money. and there was NO stop sign. but i didnt see the other lady and hit her on the side of her car. i got a flat tire and my air bags came out. everyone in my car was fine. and the lady was...
sorry.
sorry i started talking to you again. sorry i missed you. sorry i still love you. sorry you couldn’t control yourself. sorry i’m the only one around here who can tell the truth. and you can’t pull the whole “if you love me you’ll…” bull shit on me because i won’t lie just for you to have your way. i am pretty sure she deserves to know the truth, and...
South Kids
Definition of Fight:
to engage in battle or in single combat; attempt to defend oneself against or to subdue, defeat, or destroy an adversary.
bhahaha that was a lame excuse for a “fight” you can’t just hit someone once and then dip out. not a fight at all, you need to at least let the other person hit you back for it to be a fight and don’t you dare go around saying...
Vickie Phams Wedding Song →
“Oh baby, just maybe you’re not the one!
You never were!
It was all...”
– i used to have a best friend (but then he gave me an STD) -asking alexandria
Need You Now... →
Attack! Attack! [new stuff...crazy] →
Right Where You Want Me To Be. →
wondering
sometimes i wonder if it is even worth the time going to school. getting a job. dealing with all that stress. why even bother when we will all end up dead. and when that happens NONE of it will matter. why not live the way you want to. not to the rules of society. i mean i dont think i would ever be bold enough to try that. but maybe if someone else lead the path people would fallow…
Here's To The Past →
hahah i found this song on my computer, and wanted...
formspring.me
yeah i got one, i was THAT bored.
http://www.formspring.me/marisol1130
Listen
too much
i have too much to deal with right now. so many things are going on around me that i just want to yell STOP. it makes me want to runaway, far, far away to anywhere BUT here. just so i could take a breathe and not have someone screaming in my face, that i should do better so i can go to college. or telling me that one of my best friends had to go to hospital tonight for something that...
“You can’t stand on two fucking feet, with a substance as a crutch.”
– BMTH- Sadness Will Never End.
stolen from Kelly Anne.
Bring Me The Horizon Anyone? →
Song That Has Been Stuck In My Head ALL Day →
Song That Has Been Stuck In My Head ALL Day →
